Hey, it's really been a long long time since my last post. Finally finished my finals today. It was fast, but not easy. It was my first final in MMU. I hope the results will be fine~
After a three months semester, finally I can slow down a bit.
I feel that uni life is completely different from secondary. People, things, all different. In this three months, some friends come along and some just drifted apart. Nothing happen, just we're not that close anymore. I wonder, is true friendship hard to find when we grew older? The deeper as I go, I value the friends I had now more. Especially those who are willing share my worries, happiness and all. It's not necessary for them to do it, but they did it anyway. I appreciate it, I'm not taking for granted.
Three weeks holiday, what would happen?
I wish nothing.
Have a peace holiday people.
Revive!
Friday, August 2, 2013
Finally I remember my blog. Haha!
I learned new stuffs in MMU.
Been practicing some simple coding.
Surprisingly, I found coding interesting.
Before being introduced to it, I always thought that coding is extremely dull and boring.
But I was proven wrong I guess.
Hmm.. I like it for now.
But who knows?
I'm still in the very beginning stage, can't say it for sure.
Met new people.
Getting to know them is fun.
Every day is an unknown adventure.
You have no idea what will happen next.
Mood fluctuating.
Hmm.. But the interesting part of living right?
We will never know what's coming.
I learned new stuffs in MMU.
Been practicing some simple coding.
Surprisingly, I found coding interesting.
Before being introduced to it, I always thought that coding is extremely dull and boring.
But I was proven wrong I guess.
Hmm.. I like it for now.
But who knows?
I'm still in the very beginning stage, can't say it for sure.
Met new people.
Getting to know them is fun.
Every day is an unknown adventure.
You have no idea what will happen next.
Mood fluctuating.
Hmm.. But the interesting part of living right?
We will never know what's coming.
Saturday, June 1, 2013
Finally I'm home! I was totally exhausted these few days. All of my body parts sore!! Well let me put my awesome experience into words.
#Day 1
I went to MMU for registration with my mum early in the morning. I was so nervous about it. It's normal to feel like that right? I feel insecure and uncertain about everything. I'm blur and not sure what to do. When my mum had to leave I was really sad, sitting there, without knowing anyone. So when I was alone, I was thinking: I have to make some friends here. So I talked to the girl beside me. Later in that day we were separated into groups. I was in group 10. Our OC played games with us so that we can know each other more. We had to remember all of the group members names. It all went well. I met a friend from overseas, named Toini. It was great talking to someone whose had completely different culture with us. Then I met another girl, Fyone, who's also in FOE. I was so relieved! Finally met a girl from FOE! She had the same feeling as well, haha. We stick together throughout the orientation.
Our nightmare started at night. Our roll call was 7.45pm. The DM said we have to be in front of the grand hall at 7.40pm. Unfortunately, we reached there around 7.47pm. The walking distance from hostel to the hall was 10 minutes. When we almost reached there, we saw one DM standing there, he was shouting, " Run! Faster! RUN!!!" We ran as fast as we can. When we reached there, he took all of our IDs. O.O Freak all of us out. We only got back our ID the next day.
At night during group activity, we have to vote for four leaders in our group, to make sure all of our group members will be punctual. I'm lucky to be the non-muslim girl leader. Proud to say, group 10 never late again in the following four days.
#Day 2
The hostel was so hot, I couldn't sleep the first night. There was a lot of briefings that day, so I started to struggle to keep myself awake. I bet all of the freshies felt the same as well. We were forced to memorize the campus song lyric, when we just heard it once. Every morning, girls and boys will gather in front of their respective hostel and start singing. If the DM is not satisfied, we will not get our breakfast. The dress code was so strict. Collar T and formal pants in these five days! That afternoon after lunch, not all of us reached the hall in time. So we were punished. Guys will be doing pumping, while girls half stand. We were punished almost everyday x.x They even made us stood under the sun at the time of 1pm! That day we were asked to gather according to our faculty. We were having a competency test. Mini heart attack, haha. The moment I saw the questions, ADD MATHS! I didn't do any add maths for 6 months! Luckily just ten questions.
At night, our OC told us, we will have to perform on the cultural night, which was on Wednesday. It was a sketch, our appointed villain was Cruella Devil, our theme song was Barbie Girl from Aqua. Weird right? We were supposed to link these two together.
#Day 3
Barely sleep at night. Woke up at 4.30am to take my bath. Almost the same routine as before. Got punished again. We had our sport activities that evening. Finally no more semi-formal attire! We jogged from the hall to the field group by group. Unfortunately, I was not able to join their games. That night we finally got a chance to discuss about our sketch. And we had to perform in the next day. Our leader was so amazing. He had everything planned, the plot, character and everything. So what we need to do is prepare the props and who to act. Fyone and I volunteered to be Cinderella and Rapunzel. We can't always get another chance like this isn't? Besides, I wanted to do something for my group as well.
#Day 4
Today we had our faculty briefing and subject registration. Luckily I'm in the same class as Fyone. Evening, we were dismissed so that we can prepare for the cultural night. We were rushing because we didn't have any rehearsal yet. Our props were undone. I borrowed a baju kurung from Aisyah, one of our group member. They said I'll be Malaysia version of Rapunzel, haha!
However, unfortunately our sketch did not go well. But we enjoyed ourselves :) That was the night the DM revealed their true colour! Actually they were incredibly kind and friendly, they just acted out so that we will be discipline. We enjoyed the sketch from the OC. It was amazing!
I walked to mamak near the campus with bunch of friends at 1am after the cultural night ended. It was unforgettable. We went back to hostel at 3am. The next day we were no longer needed to wake up early for the roll call. We will be needed to be in front the hall at 8am.
#Day 5
The last day of orientation. Our DM were smiling! Haha, none of us seen that before. They even joked with us. We had rehearsal for the closing ceremony. We were all exhausted that time. Fyone said I was swinging when we were standing singing the campus song. I was so tired, my legs don't even feel like mine. At 2pm sharp, we had teleconference with Malacca MMU. Haha, both campuses were competing. We shouted so loud when we did our freshies cheer!
At evening, we had sharing session. The hall was so beautiful! Our OC even gave us one final big surprise when the orientation were officially ended. Lot of people cried that day. I was touched as well. We hugged each other. The feeling was funny, it felt like it was ending. But we were actually just started our journey in MMU. I checked out my hostel by 8pm and went home.
It was an unforgettable experience. I never dance or shout like crazy in public before. It feel NICE! Like I don't have to be what people thought I should be. I enjoyed myself there.
It was really worth it :)
#Day 1
I went to MMU for registration with my mum early in the morning. I was so nervous about it. It's normal to feel like that right? I feel insecure and uncertain about everything. I'm blur and not sure what to do. When my mum had to leave I was really sad, sitting there, without knowing anyone. So when I was alone, I was thinking: I have to make some friends here. So I talked to the girl beside me. Later in that day we were separated into groups. I was in group 10. Our OC played games with us so that we can know each other more. We had to remember all of the group members names. It all went well. I met a friend from overseas, named Toini. It was great talking to someone whose had completely different culture with us. Then I met another girl, Fyone, who's also in FOE. I was so relieved! Finally met a girl from FOE! She had the same feeling as well, haha. We stick together throughout the orientation.
Our nightmare started at night. Our roll call was 7.45pm. The DM said we have to be in front of the grand hall at 7.40pm. Unfortunately, we reached there around 7.47pm. The walking distance from hostel to the hall was 10 minutes. When we almost reached there, we saw one DM standing there, he was shouting, " Run! Faster! RUN!!!" We ran as fast as we can. When we reached there, he took all of our IDs. O.O Freak all of us out. We only got back our ID the next day.
At night during group activity, we have to vote for four leaders in our group, to make sure all of our group members will be punctual. I'm lucky to be the non-muslim girl leader. Proud to say, group 10 never late again in the following four days.
#Day 2
The hostel was so hot, I couldn't sleep the first night. There was a lot of briefings that day, so I started to struggle to keep myself awake. I bet all of the freshies felt the same as well. We were forced to memorize the campus song lyric, when we just heard it once. Every morning, girls and boys will gather in front of their respective hostel and start singing. If the DM is not satisfied, we will not get our breakfast. The dress code was so strict. Collar T and formal pants in these five days! That afternoon after lunch, not all of us reached the hall in time. So we were punished. Guys will be doing pumping, while girls half stand. We were punished almost everyday x.x They even made us stood under the sun at the time of 1pm! That day we were asked to gather according to our faculty. We were having a competency test. Mini heart attack, haha. The moment I saw the questions, ADD MATHS! I didn't do any add maths for 6 months! Luckily just ten questions.
At night, our OC told us, we will have to perform on the cultural night, which was on Wednesday. It was a sketch, our appointed villain was Cruella Devil, our theme song was Barbie Girl from Aqua. Weird right? We were supposed to link these two together.
#Day 3
Barely sleep at night. Woke up at 4.30am to take my bath. Almost the same routine as before. Got punished again. We had our sport activities that evening. Finally no more semi-formal attire! We jogged from the hall to the field group by group. Unfortunately, I was not able to join their games. That night we finally got a chance to discuss about our sketch. And we had to perform in the next day. Our leader was so amazing. He had everything planned, the plot, character and everything. So what we need to do is prepare the props and who to act. Fyone and I volunteered to be Cinderella and Rapunzel. We can't always get another chance like this isn't? Besides, I wanted to do something for my group as well.
#Day 4
Today we had our faculty briefing and subject registration. Luckily I'm in the same class as Fyone. Evening, we were dismissed so that we can prepare for the cultural night. We were rushing because we didn't have any rehearsal yet. Our props were undone. I borrowed a baju kurung from Aisyah, one of our group member. They said I'll be Malaysia version of Rapunzel, haha!
However, unfortunately our sketch did not go well. But we enjoyed ourselves :) That was the night the DM revealed their true colour! Actually they were incredibly kind and friendly, they just acted out so that we will be discipline. We enjoyed the sketch from the OC. It was amazing!
I walked to mamak near the campus with bunch of friends at 1am after the cultural night ended. It was unforgettable. We went back to hostel at 3am. The next day we were no longer needed to wake up early for the roll call. We will be needed to be in front the hall at 8am.
#Day 5
The last day of orientation. Our DM were smiling! Haha, none of us seen that before. They even joked with us. We had rehearsal for the closing ceremony. We were all exhausted that time. Fyone said I was swinging when we were standing singing the campus song. I was so tired, my legs don't even feel like mine. At 2pm sharp, we had teleconference with Malacca MMU. Haha, both campuses were competing. We shouted so loud when we did our freshies cheer!
At evening, we had sharing session. The hall was so beautiful! Our OC even gave us one final big surprise when the orientation were officially ended. Lot of people cried that day. I was touched as well. We hugged each other. The feeling was funny, it felt like it was ending. But we were actually just started our journey in MMU. I checked out my hostel by 8pm and went home.
It was an unforgettable experience. I never dance or shout like crazy in public before. It feel NICE! Like I don't have to be what people thought I should be. I enjoyed myself there.
It was really worth it :)
Thursday, May 16, 2013
I feel lucky.
No matter how far or how long it takes, I'm glad our friendship is the way it is.
We don't need a topic to start with.
We can talk about anything.
Do you know the feeling of having someone who your mind had been linked together?
Having someone who understands you?
Well, I met mine, it feel awesome :)
Have you met yours?
No matter how far or how long it takes, I'm glad our friendship is the way it is.
We don't need a topic to start with.
We can talk about anything.
Do you know the feeling of having someone who your mind had been linked together?
Having someone who understands you?
Well, I met mine, it feel awesome :)
Have you met yours?
Sunday, April 28, 2013
I'm not thinking much. What is done is done. I'm used to following instructions. I like following instructions. Don't ask me to jump steps, don't expect me to be creative, I'll be lost. I'm programmed that way. What I chose may be hard, but I won't back off. I may be in my lows these years, but I'm crawling. It may be slow, but I'll reach there some day. And I'll be able to smile and be proud again. :)
Saturday, March 30, 2013
Next week will be the last week as a tutor. Yesterday, the kids went to Cheras Selatan Jusco. Two of them asked me to write down my biography in their book. I was so touched that moment. After this short school holiday, I felt like bonding with them. I played games with them and had some small girl talk with few of them. Calvin told me he was a little reluctant to say goodbye to his students when he quit his job. Now I think I'm having the same feeling right now. Nevertheless the kids were undisciplined and hard to control, they do look adorable sometimes. Teaching them for almost two months, I start to get use to seeing them everyday. I am thrilled to finally able to enjoy my holiday again. But still, there's a little sadness deep down. It's really a goodbye. No more shouting and yelling. No more tutoring. It's time to pick up my own studies.
Even though it is tiring, but it makes me cherish every day. Before I started to work, I don't even care about the day, the time, I don't even know the date of the day!
I have to admit, it made my life meaningful, they gave me a precious memory :)
Saturday, March 16, 2013
A lot happened in the past few days.
First is two sisters argued.
Second two boys fight.
Third the whole curtains were pulled down.
What happened to these kids?
The elder sister slapped her own sis. Her eight years old sister.
We stopped her. But from her expression I don't think she was sorry.
I understand siblings fight. But slapping your own young and defenseless sister when you are already in the secondary school was not right. I used to fight with my sisters when we are kids. But my sister never slapped me like that. Maybe someone thinks that I'm overreacting, but that's what I thought.
Second day, two boys fight. To be honest, I never saw a boy's fight before. It was frightening. Although they are just kids, but their strength was really a no joke... I tried to pull them, I grabbed the shoulder, but he shrugged me off. That strength was strong. My plan failed but I can't just stand there. So I started to shout their names. After awhile, I don't know they were done or anything, they stopped fighting. Luckily no one was hurt.
Yesterday.. Game day. Running around preparing treasure hunt. I'm exhausted before the game started. Took them to the playground. The girls gave me a bottle of flowers... :')
During the game, someone pulled down the curtains accidentally. Haih.
3 more weeks to go. I start to feel aging already...
First is two sisters argued.
Second two boys fight.
Third the whole curtains were pulled down.
What happened to these kids?
The elder sister slapped her own sis. Her eight years old sister.
We stopped her. But from her expression I don't think she was sorry.
I understand siblings fight. But slapping your own young and defenseless sister when you are already in the secondary school was not right. I used to fight with my sisters when we are kids. But my sister never slapped me like that. Maybe someone thinks that I'm overreacting, but that's what I thought.
Second day, two boys fight. To be honest, I never saw a boy's fight before. It was frightening. Although they are just kids, but their strength was really a no joke... I tried to pull them, I grabbed the shoulder, but he shrugged me off. That strength was strong. My plan failed but I can't just stand there. So I started to shout their names. After awhile, I don't know they were done or anything, they stopped fighting. Luckily no one was hurt.
Yesterday.. Game day. Running around preparing treasure hunt. I'm exhausted before the game started. Took them to the playground. The girls gave me a bottle of flowers... :')
During the game, someone pulled down the curtains accidentally. Haih.
3 more weeks to go. I start to feel aging already...
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Been living like this for two months. I should have know it's not enough. Should have make the move earlier. I wanted to experience something. I can't live like this anymore. Not wasting a single day of my life. Not anymore. I know this is the right thing to do. It's time to step outside. I feel like I don't any one of them that I used to know. And somehow inside, I don't want to change that. I feel that there's a big gap between me and the world outside. People move on, me? Still staying on the exact same spot.
What should I do then?
What should I do then?
Sunday, February 3, 2013
The one and only time.
Unexpected.
Monday, January 21, 2013
Ehh.
Not even a post by now.
Should write something about 2013 :D
Went swimming today.
It's been awhile my last swim.
Can't even find my goggles :(
Enjoyed the swim though.
Felt alive today!
Had been a DEAD FISH for month. Almost.
Finally had something to do.
A little brighter on the path.
Is it the right one?
No one can tell for sure.
Honestly, I worry that I will regret it.
But what to lose?
Interest remain unknown.
So maybe this is it?
Can't feel a thing right now.
Just keep on going.
Not even a post by now.
Should write something about 2013 :D
Went swimming today.
It's been awhile my last swim.
Can't even find my goggles :(
Enjoyed the swim though.
Felt alive today!
Had been a DEAD FISH for month. Almost.
Finally had something to do.
A little brighter on the path.
Is it the right one?
No one can tell for sure.
Honestly, I worry that I will regret it.
But what to lose?
Interest remain unknown.
So maybe this is it?
Can't feel a thing right now.
Just keep on going.
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