Here I stand

Well hi there. I don't even know is there anyone who's listening or willing to spend few minutes reading all of this. It's been a real long time since i wrote. Things happened recently had been overwhelming. So the results was released yesterday. I am not sure whether it was my gloominess that cause this melancholy atmosphere or people around me really are slightly depressed. Well, grades are always a sensitive topic to bring up. All I can say is I'm not happy with it but at least I'm relieved. I guess I'll just have to push harder for the coming semester.

Enough of the bitterness. This semester break was almost meaningless until I went working for four days. Acting and thinking quick are definitely my ultimate weakness. I guess people figure that out easily while working with me. Anyways, I'll find a way to improve myself. So back to my part-time job. First time working for an event job was exciting. It was an international golf tournament being held at KLGCC. Well my job mainly was making popcorn and sell it for donation. I was lucky enough to have my sister with me while working in a completely unfamiliar environment. Of course we're not familiar with popcorn making. Unfortunately, we wasted tons of popcorn, it ended either too salty or too bitter. It was disastrous the first day. Well proud to say as a amateur cook, we are adapting to it quite fast. The popcorn were selling fast for the rest of the days. It was a fun experience. 

Well I guess the peak my of holiday would be the PD trip with my family. We stayed at Grand Lexis Hotel for two days. What is the highlight? OWN PRIVATE POOL! It was a very small one but at least we had our own space. Exactly what I need after a long exhausting semester. I just LOVEEE vacations. Especially with my love ones.  

Happiness are always easier to be shared. However, life's not complete without the bitterness. I learned that it is more appreciated when people are willing to share their problems with you. I may not be helpful, but I am always there. 

Well just a picture of my silly face

( WITH THE PRIVATE POOL!! xD)

Hola!

Short semester really are rushing! I felt like I just had my semester break, and now the next one is coming two weeks later! Well, it's not really a thing to complain, in fact i'm quite excited about it! Finally no more morning heart attack by my super annoying alarm ringtone! Am I being happy too soon? I haven't even start my revision yet and final is in the corner!! The same old conflict, to study or not to study? THE GUILT!! Fine, I'll just carry the guilt while watching the TV :DDDD

Soon, I'll be leaping into my degree year. It's really fast. I still felt like as if I'm the freshie in MMU. Starting degree means parting with my foundation friends. I hope people in degree are as friendly as the one I had now. Meanwhile, hope the friendships really do last :)

Ciao peeps ♥

Shutting out?

Finally I wrote something. It's the last week of my semester break. I feel relieved. The thought of "it's okay" seems finally working. The last semester of my foundation is coming. From what I recalled, every semester seems like episodes or seasons of a drama. Only it's my life. First episode was really special. I'll keep the details to myself. Second, was a bit like roller coaster. Luckily it ended well. I'm not really a thrill-lover. I just want to do the stuff I like quietly and peacefully. Last season, how would it be?  Out of everything, the guilt remain. I wonder is it because I care or it's just because of myself? 

Well, ultimate mission of the year, I want to be a better person :)