I don't really believe how words can describe feelings. Maybe it's just because I'm not an expressive type. It's the last day of 2018, I don't have any resolution for next year. I just want everything to be simple. I used to look forward for the new year, you know, the typical New Year, New Me? But some years were really tough, it's feels like the end of the world when it's just February. Looking forward to the next year for a fresh start is getting harder and harder. But what can you do when life's putting you on test? I stop waiting for a new year. Every year will not be easy. I just have to be strong and prepare myself for the unknown battles next year.
This year is amazing. I've been through a lot weird stuff, it feels awful when I'm in the middle of it. But when I looked back, I feel proud of myself. Regardless how I handled those stuff, making myself able to say goodbye to the things that influence you is a big achievement. What I truly feel this year was, no matter what shit happens, it happens for a reason. Learn from it and you can kiss it goodbye. Don't dwell on the negativity because at the end of the day, it's your life. I won't want my life to be full of negativity when I looked back.
Change is the only way to get out of the unfavorable situation. I used to hate the idea of changing, it scares me to do something different. I still find it hard now but when you're stuck, no one can help you. Fight back, don't let the reality hits you.
Stay strong and welcome 2019.
